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I
have traveled to various parts of the world during
my business travels that span 30+ years, and during
those times I met such wonderful people and most
interestingly was the various cultures that were not
better, but different than our own society, and I
really loved it. I have fond memories of travels and
I am looking forward to traveling much again, except
on behalf of my Foundation that I established to
help children with their education.
This is what little I have to say
about myself and it is somewhat difficult to explain
one’s-self to anyone, especially when you do not
really know that person. However, I "know" that
there is a God and He watches over me and He is my
"protector," in the same manner that He does for you
and every one else.
I went to America shortly after my
18th birthday to assist my elder brother who was 26
and very ill at the time. This was 1970. He was
married and had two children, a boy 10 months old
and a girl going on 3 years. Well, he only lived for
9 months after I got there because his illness was
incurable. During those 9 months he had always said
to me that when he died he wanted me to take care of
his family. I was only 18 and knew nothing about
life, had no money, no education and in my innocence
I told him that I would. So, five years after he
died, in keeping my promise to my deceased brother,
the interest of his children, his wife, my parents,
I married my deceased brother’s wife in 1975. So I
started with two children my brother's children who
became my children and I had two more children with
my wife. Along the way two other brothers died and
they left 9 children. By God's mercies he saw to it
that I got an education and after 10 years of real
hardship, I was blessed in such a manner that I was
able to take care of all of them, including my
parents. I separated from my wife some years back
and was legally divorced in 2005. All four of my
children are adults now, three of them are married.
My two children from my brother who died, the girl
has two children and the boy has one. My youngest
daughter got married a little over two years ago and
she hasn't as yet decided whether or not she wants
kids. My youngest son, he has a really wonderful
girl-friend and I am not sure, but I believe he will
get married soon.
I
have had many difficulties in my life, but I have
had many blessings in my life. Through every valley
of every shadow of death, My Lord guided me, and in
the midst of my enemies he prepared tables for me. I
think what I am trying to say to you is that
"without God, I would not be typing this message.
In my life’s summary
(above) you saw that I have two biological children.
From the time they were born to this very day, after
God, they are more precious to me than anything this
world can offer me. However, they are adults now and
have their own lives. They are happy and I am happy
for them. I got married under strange circumstances
as you would have read in my life’s summary, but I
have always been a true “romantic at heart!” I
believe that two people who are truly in-love,
together, with God on their side, life can be so
much more gratifying!
I have tried my level
best to do all that I can that is good in this life
and to do unto others as I would have them do unto
me. I will not now or ever tell anyone that “I am
good, or bad, honest or dishonest, loyal or disloyal
and the likes.” Those things can only be judged by
others and most of all by our Creator Almighty God.
But I have a burning desire within me that “what
ever good I am going to do, I must do it now, for I
shall never pass this way again. Thus in always
trying to do my level best to be selfless and not
selfish, I have had to endure much, but in the
service of my Lord, it is a small price!”
By birth I am British,
born in a British Colony at the time. My heritage by
my father is Middle-Eastern decent (Arab) and from
my mother’s side I am of East Indian decent! I went
to the United States when I was 18. I separated
from my wife in 1999 and was divorced in 2005. I
have no regrets about anything. If I had the chance
to do it all over again, would the choices be the
same? Perhaps the answer may be yes, but that is in
the past and I cannot change that. Thus I must press
forward holding on to good memories but never losing
sight of all of the possibilities that lie ahead.
May the Lord guide you
in the decisions you make about your own life and in
selfless service to others.
With a heart full of
love,
“MY MOMENT IN TIME”
For many years,
perhaps decades, I have heard on numerous occasions
two songs – “Yesterday, when I was young” and “To
dream the impossible dream.” [The lyrics are
attached to this document] It was only recently the
words of the first song penetrated and I knew
instantly, that is where my life is at this pivotal
moment in time. The words pressed down on me and
drew me neigh to the ground, but I was revived from
the words of the second song. A time of realization
is available to everyone, if we would only take the
time to look upwards! Especially heart-piercing to
me were the words;
- “The
thousand dreams I dreamed, the splendid things I
planned
- I always built, alas, on weak and shifting sand
- I lived by night, and shunned the naked light of
day
- And only now, I see, how the years ran away.”
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- “I ran so fast that time, and youth at last ran
out
- I never stopped to think, what life was all
about.”
- The friends I made, all seemed somehow to drift
away
- And only I am left, on stage to end the play.”
There is no greater way to
comfort one’s soul as to come face to face with
reality, but it is vitally necessary not to lose
hope! Thus I say to myself I am not the only one who
is chastened in the night season; let me cheerfully
submit to the affliction, and carefully endeavor to
be profited thereby. But the hand of the Lord may
also be felt in another manner, strengthening the
soul and lifting the spirit upward towards eternal
things. O that I may, in this sense, feel the Lord
dealing with me! A sense of the divine presence and
indwelling bears the soul towards heaven upon the
wings of Eagles.
At
such time we are full to the brim with spiritual
joy, and forget the cares and sorrows of earth; the
invisible is near, and the visible loses its power
over us; the servant body waits at the foot of the
hill, and the master–spirit worships upon the summit
in the presence of the Lord. O that a hallowed
season of divine communion may be vouchsafed to me
this day! The Lord knows that I need it very
greatly. My graces languish, my corruptions rage, my
faith is weak, my devotion is cold; and these are
reasons why His healing hand should be laid upon me.
His
hand can cool the heat of my burning brow, and stay
the tumult of my palpitating heart. That glorious
right hand which molded the world can new-create my
mind; the unwearied hand which bears the earth’s
huge pillars up can sustain my spirit; the loving
hand which encloses all the saints can cherish me;
and the mighty hand which breaketh in pieces the
enemy can subdue my sins. It may be that you are
still in the days of young and not “Yesterday when I
was young,” but whatever state you are in, beyond
any doubt of uncertainty – “The Lord can deliver you
and sustain you and all that is required is full
faith and trust in Him who has no Origin!” Wishing
you God’s blessings, - Sheriff Ali
YESTERDAY
WHEN I WAS YOUNG
Yesterday
when I was young
The taste of life was sweet, as rain upon my tongue,
I teased at life, as if it were a foolish game
The way the evening breeze may tease a candle flame
The
thousand dreams I dreamed, the splendid things I
planned
I always built, alas, on weak and shifting sand
I lived by night, and shunned the naked light of day
And only now, I see, how the years ran away
Yesterday,
when I was young
So many happy songs were waiting to be sung
So many wild pleasures lay in store for me
And so much pain, my dazzled eyes refused to see
I
ran so fast that time, and youth at last ran out
I never stop to think, what life, was all about
And every conversation, I can now recall
Concerned itself with me, and nothing else at all
Yesterday,
the moon was blue
And every crazy day, brought something new to do
I used my magic age, as if it were a wand
And never saw the worse, and the emptiness beyond
The
game of love I played, with arrogance and pride
And every flame I lit, too quickly, quickly died
The friends I made, all seemed somehow to drift away
And only I am left, on stage to end the play
There
are so many songs in me, that won’t be sung
I feel the bitter taste, of tears upon my tongue
The time has come for me to pay
For yesterday, when I was young!
English lyrics by;
Herbert Kretzmer
THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM
To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To
write the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This
is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To
fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into hell
For a heavenly cause
And
I know if I’ll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I am laid to my rest
And
the world will be better for this
That one man scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star!
TO MY FRIENDS, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
Irrespective
of all that I have been through I want to sincerely
acknowledge a few people that I can sincerely say
with all my heart, thank you for being there for me.
Your friendship, your love, your prayers, I
appreciate more than anyone would ever know. These
few people would know who they are when they read
this message, For after God a friend’s affection is
the greatest treasure here below. The firmest
friend-ship has been formed in mutual adversity, as
iron is most strongly united by the fiercest flame.
The older I grow in years, the more the wonder and
the joy increase when I see the power of these words
of Jesus – “I have called you friends” – to move the
human heart. The one word “friend” breaks down each
barrier of reserve, and we have boldness in His
presence. My heart goes out in love to meet His love
to you and to every human heart.
Mahatma Gandhi said: “There are
times when you have to obey a call which is the
highest of all, i.e. the voice of conscience even
though such obedience may cost you many a bitter
tear, and even more, separation from friends, from
family, from the State to which you may belong, from
all that you have held as dear as life itself. This
obedience is the law of our being.”
It
is my answering the calling that Mr. Gandhi spoke of
that tore me from everything I held near and dear,
to finding myself alone at times, but then, God
through the mystery of His mercies, He placed these
special people that I call “my friends,” who
sheltered me when there was no place to rest my
head, who, some at their own risk, sought my
security over their's, who provided for me when my
barn was empty, my health had failed, who spent
hours speaking with me on the phone, when night
after night, dinner was just for one and at such
times, loneliness begun. The Hand of Providence
guided them unto my path, for my God never breaks
His word – “I will never leave you nor forsake you,
do not be afraid or be dismayed, for as I was with
Moses, so shall I be with you,” and yes, it was the
Hand of Providence that provided me with these few,
but very special people. You will always be in my
prayers, even after death knocks on our doors.
My
hope, my prayers, my desire for you is that you will
always maintain a constant “Oneness with God,” all
the days of your lives.
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My son, my soul |
S G Ali |
My daughter, my heart |
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