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“THE SELF- EXISTENCE OF GOD”
Lord of all being! Thou alone canst affirm I AM THAT I AM; yet we
who are made in Thine image may each one repeat “I am,” so
confessing that we derive from Thee and that our words are but an
echo of Thine own. We acknowledge Thee to be the great Original of
which we through Thy goodness are grateful if imperfect copies. We
worship Thee, O Father Everlasting. Amen.
“God has no origin,”
said Novatian, and it is precisely this concept of no-origin which
distinguishes That-which-is-God from whatever is not God.
Origin is a
word that can apply only to things created. When we think of
anything that has origin we are not thinking of God. God is
self-existent, while all created things necessarily originated
somewhere at some time. Aside from God, nothing is self-caused.
By our
effort to discover the origin of things we confess our belief that
everything was made by someone who was made of none. By familiar
experience we are taught that everything “came from” something else.
Whatever exists must have had a cause that antedates it and was at
least equal to it, since the lesser cannot produce the greater. Any
person or thing may be at once both caused and the cause of someone
or something else; and so, back to the One who is the cause of all
but is Himself caused by none.
The child
by his question, “Where did God come from?” is unwittingly
acknowledging his creaturehood. Already the concept of cause and
source and origin is firmly fixed in his mind. He knows that
everything around him came from something other than itself, and he
simply extends that concept creature-idiom and, allowing for his
lack of basic information, he is reasoning correctly. He must be
told that God has no origin, and he will find this hard to grasp
since it introduces a category with which he is wholly unfamiliar
and contradicts the bent toward origin-seeking so deeply ingrained
in all intelligent beings, a bent that impels them to probe ever
back and back toward undiscovered beginnings.
To think
steadily of that to which the idea of origin cannot apply is not
easy, if indeed it is possible at all. Just as under certain
conditions a tiny point of light can be seen, not by looking
directly at it but by focusing the eyes slightly to one side, so it
is with the idea of the uncreated. When we try to focus our thought
upon one who is pure uncreated being we may see nothing at all, for
He dwelleth in light that no man can approach unto. Only by faith
and love are we able to glimpse Him as He passes by our shelter in
the cleft of the rock. “And although this knowledge is very cloudy,
vague and general,” says Michael de Molinos, “yet, being
supernatural, it produces a far more clear and perfect cognition of
God than any sensible or particular apprehension that can be formed
in this life; since all corporeal and sensible images are
immeasurably remote from God.”
The human mind, being created, has an understandable uneasiness
about the Uncreated. We do not find it comfortable to allow for the
presence of One who is wholly outside of the circle of our familiar
knowledge. We tend to be disquieted by the thought of One who does
not account to us for His being, who is responsible to no one, who
is self-existent self-dependent and self-sufficient.
Philosophy
and science have not always been friendly toward the idea of God,
the reason being that they are dedicated to the task of accounting
for things and are impatient with anything that refuses to give an
account of itself. The philosopher and the scientist will admit that
there is much that they do not know; but that is quite another thing
from admitting that there is something which they can never know,
which indeed they have no technique for discovering. To admit that
there is One who lies beyond us, who exists outside of all our
categories, who will not be dismissed with a name, who will not
appear before the bar of our reason, nor submit to our curious
inquiries: this requires a great deal of humility, more than most of
us possess, so we save face by thinking God down to our level, or at
least down to where we can manage Him. Yet how He eludes us! For He
is everywhere while He is nowhere, for “where” has to do with matter
and space, and God is independent of both. He is unaffected by time
or motion, is wholly self-dependent and owes nothing to the worlds
His hands have made.
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Timeless, spaceless, single, lonely,
- Yet
sublimely Three,
- Thou
art grandly, always, only
- God in
Unity!
- Lone
in grandeur, lone in glory,
- Who
shall tell Thy wondrous story?
- Awful
Trinity!
FREDERICK W. FABER
It is not a cheerful
thought that millions of us who live in a land of Bibles, who belong
to churches and labor to promote the Christian religion, may yet
pass our whole life on this earth without once having thought or
tried to think seriously about the being of God. Few of us have let
our hearts gaze in wonder at the I AM, the self-existent Self back
of which no creature can think. Such thoughts are too painful for
us. We prefer to think where it will do more good-about how to build
a better mousetrap, for instance, or how to make two blades of grass
grow where one grew before. And for this we are now paying a too
heavy price in the secularization of our religion and the decay of
our inner lives.
Perhaps some
sincere but puzzled Christian may at this juncture wish to inquire
about the practicality of such concepts as I am trying to set forth
here. “What bearing does this have on my life?” he may ask. “What
possible meaning can the self-existence of God have for me and
others like me in a world such as this and in times such as these?”
To this I
reply that, because we are the handiwork of God, it follows that all
our problems and their solutions are theological. Some knowledge of
what kind of God it is that operates the universe is indispensable
to a sound philosophy of life and a sane outlook on the world scene.
The much-quoted advice of Alexander Poper,
Know
then thyself, presume not God to scan:
The
proper study of mankind is man,
if followed
literally would destroy any possibility of man’s ever knowing
himself in any but the most superficial way. We can never know who
or what we are till we know at least something of what God is. For
this reason the self-existence of God is not a wisp of dry doctrine,
academic and remote; it is in fact as near as our breath and as
practical as the latest surgical technique.
For reasons known
only to Himself, God honored man above all other beings by creating
him in His own image. And let it be understood that the divine image
in man is not a poetic fancy, not an idea born of religious longing.
It is a solid theological fact, taught plainly throughout the Sacred
Scriptures and recognized by the Church as a truth necessary to a
right understanding of the Christian faith.
Man is a
created being, a deriver and contingent self, who of himself
possesses nothing but is dependent each moment for his existence
upon the One who created him after His own likeness. The fact of God
is necessary to the fact of man. Think God away and man has no
ground of existence.
That God is
everything and man nothing is a basic tenet of Christian faith and
devotion; and here the teachings of Christianity coincide with those
of the more advanced and philosophical religions of the East. Man
for all his genius is but an echo of the original Voice, a
reflection of the uncreated Light. As a sunbeam perishes when cut
off from the sun, so man apart from God would pass back into the
void of nothingness from which he first leaped at the creative call.
Not man
only, but everything that exists came out of and is dependent upon
the continuing creative impulse. “In the beginning was the Word, and
the Word was with God, and the Word was God…… All things were made
by Him and without him was not any thing made that was made.” That
is how John explains it, and with him agrees the apostle Paul: “For
by Him were all things created, that are in heaven and that are in
earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions,
or principalities, or powers: all things were created by Him, and
for him; and He is before all things, and by Him all things
consist.” To this witness the writer to the Hebrews adds his voice,
testifying of Christ that He is the brightness of God’s glory and
the express image of His Person, and that He upholds all things by
the word of His power.
In this
utter dependence of all things upon the creative will of God lies
the possibility for both holiness and sin. One of the marks of God’s
image in man is his ability to exercise moral choice. The teaching
of Christianity is that man chose to be independent of God and
confirmed his choice by deliberately disobeying a divine command.
This act violated the relationship that normally existed between God
and His creature; it rejected God as the ground of existence and
threw man back upon himself. Thereafter he became not a planet
revolving around the central Sun, but a sun in his own right, around
which everything else must revolve.
A more
positive assertion of selfhood could not be imagined than those
words of God to Moses: I AM THAT I AM. Everything God is, everything
that is God, is set forth in that unqualified declaration of
independent being. Yet in God, self is not sin but the quintessence
of all possible goodness, holiness and truth.
The natural
man is a sinner because and only because he challenges God’s
selfhood in relation to his own. In all else he may willingly accept
the sovereignty of God; in his own life he rejects it. For him,
God’s dominion ends where his begins. For him, self becomes Self,
and in this he unconsciously imitates Lucifer, that fallen son of
the morning who said in his heart, “I will ascend into heaven, I
will exalt my throne above the stars of God…... I will be like the
Most High.”
Yet so
subtle is self that scarcely anyone is conscious of its presence.
Because man is born a rebel, he is unaware that he is one. His
constant assertion of self, as far as he thinks of it at all,
appears to him a perfectly normal thing. He is willing to share
himself, sometimes even to sacrifice himself for a desired end, but
never to dethrone himself. No matter how far down the scale of
social acceptance He may slide, He is still in His own eyes a king
on a throne, and no one, not even God, can take that throne from
him.
Sin has many
manifestations but its essence is one. A moral being, created to
worship before the throne of God, sits on the throne of his own
selfhood and from that elevated position declares, “I AM.” That is
sin in its concentrated essence; yet because it is natural it
appears to be good. It is only when in the gospel the soul is
brought before the face of the Most Holy One without the protective
shield of ignorance that the frightful moral incongruity is brought
home to the conscience. In the language of evangelism the man who is
thus confronted by the fiery presence of Almighty God is said to be
under conviction. Christ referred to this when He said of the Spirit
whom He would send to the world, “And when he is come, he will
reprove the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment.”
The earliest
fulfillment of these words of Christ was at Pentecost after Peter
had preached the first great Christian sermon. “Now when they heard
this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to
the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do?” This
“What shall we do?” is the deep heart cry of every man who suddenly
realizes that he is a usurper and sits on a stolen throne. However
painful, it is precisely this acute moral consternation that
produces true repentance and makes a robust Christian after the
penitent has been dethroned and has found forgiveness and peace
through the gospel.
“Purity of
heart is to will one thing,” said Kierkegaard, and we may with equal
truth turn this about and declare, “The essence of sin is to will
one thing,” for to set our will against the will of God is to
dethrone God and make ourselves supreme in the little kingdom of
Mansoul. This is sin at its evil root. Sins may multiply like the
sands by the seashore, but they are yet one. Sins are because sin
is. This is the rationale behind the much maligned doctrine of
natural depravity which holds that the impenitent man can do nothing
but sin and that his good deeds are really not good at all. His best
religious works God rejects as He rejected the offering of Cain.
Only when he has restored his stolen throne to God are his works
acceptable.
The struggle
of the Christian man to be good while the bent toward self-assertion
still lives within him as a kind of unconscious moral reflex is
vividly described by the apostle Paul in the seventh chapter of his
Roman Epistle; and his testimony is in full accord with the teaching
of the prophets. Eight hundred years before the advent of Christ the
prophet Isaiah identified sin as rebellion against the will of God
and the assertion of the right of each man to choose for himself the
way he shall go. “All we like sheep have gone astray,” he said, “we
have turned every one to his own way,” and I believe that no more
accurate description of sin has ever been given.
The witness
of the saints has been in full harmony with prophet and apostle,
that an inward principle of self lies at the source of human
conduct, turning everything men do into evil. To save us completely
Christ must reverse the bent of our nature; He must plant a new
principle within us so that our subsequent conduct will spring out
of a desire to promote the honor of God and the good of our fellow
men. The old self-sins must die, and the only instrument by which
they can be slain is the cross. “If any man will come after me, let
him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me,” said our
Lord, and years later the victorious Paul could say, “ I am
crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ
liveth in me.”
- My God, shall sin its power
maintain
- Abe in my soul defiant
live!
- ‘Tis not enough that Thou
forgive,
- The cross must rise and self be
slain.
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- O God of love, Thy power
disclose:
- ‘Tis not enough that Christ
should rise,
- I, too, must seek the
brightening skies,
- And rise from death, as Christ
arose.
GREEK HYMN
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